后来才发现, 并不是所有的喜欢都会有结果,终 究要明白,遇见已经就是很难得了, 学会释怀, 是一辈子的必修课!

感谢你曾来过。

Yes… I’ll still think of you. Still miss you.

And maybe, deep down, I’ll always wonder, 

if one day, you might turn back and look for me.

I really did try to hold on.

But it seems that you didn’t want to be held.

So, no regrets.

Because I gave it everything I had.

Every part of me that could care, did.

It’s time I let go now.

I’ll leave it here, gently~

with a little sadness,

but no bitterness.

No regrets.

Even if it's all in the past, thank you for being here once.

Wishing you all the best, always. ✨

「感情说不清，她越道越不明白。」

有些爱，靠得再近，心里还是零距离地思念；

距离拉得再远，思念也从不缺席。

我们像悬挂在两端的天平，最稳定的支点是思念本身。

“不停下零距离的思念。”

一句情歌，一声叹息，都是说不完的我们。❤️

Feelings can’t be explained — the more you try, the less you understand.

Some love stays right next to you,

yet your heart still longs for it with zero distance in between.

No matter how far apart we drift,

this longing never takes a day off.

We’re like a balance scale hanging on both ends —

the steadiest point between us is longing itself.

“Never stop this zero-distance longing.”

One love song, one sigh —

all are parts of our story that can’t be fully told. ❤️

I want to say thank you — not because I expect you to forgive me now, but because you deserve to know how much I truly see what you’ve done for our family, our home, and for me.

When we first got together, I know you struggled with your temper. Sometimes I felt small or scared to speak up, so I buried things instead of talking to you. But after we got married, you changed so much. You worked so hard to be calmer, more patient, and I do see it and I’m thankful for it.

But I didn’t fix the old part of me that still felt empty or scared to open up fully. Instead of facing that honestly with you, I made the worst choice — I looked for comfort and attention somewhere else.

I also need to admit this clearly: I got too engrossed in the secret game of it all. The attention, the private talks, the feeling that I was wanted — I let myself enjoy it when I should have stopped. I kept feeding it until I lost control of my own boundaries.

There is no excuse for this. It was my weakness and my choice. I betrayed the trust you gave me, trust you worked so hard to build as you grew into a better man for our family.

Thank you for being a good husband — for providing for us, for working hard, for taking care of our home and family, and for supporting me throughout the years, even when I didn’t always see it or say thank you.

I am deeply sorry for breaking what you trusted me with. I know I have to earn back what I broke, and that will take time and your choice, not mine.

I just want you to know: I see you, I appreciate you, and I am here — ready to do better, no matter how long it takes.

I love you. And I hope one day, when you’re ready, you can forgive me.

 I know now that I let myself be fed to you — piece by piece — because I wanted to feel wanted.

I thought your attention made me special. I see now it only made me smaller inside.

You could say goodbye so easily because you never really held my heart with care.

And that’s not my shame anymore — that’s just the truth.

I release you.

I don’t need to check if you still care, because your care was never enough.

I don’t need you to see me, because I am learning to see myself.

Thank you for ending it — because I couldn’t. Now I will.

Goodbye. I am done feeding myself to emptiness.

You don’t get another piece of me.

I keep myself for me now — and for what truly matters.

可是心里还是会痛。。。

4R

哈。I guess he has moved on... 🤣 我真的傻了再会一直想！🤦🏻‍♀️

 如果让你再做一次选择

是做朋友 还是选恋人呢

怎么最先炙热的 却又最先变冷了

所有美好全都形同虚设

曾经以为 爱会是永久的

后来才懂人都是会变的

其实我比你更早 知道我们不适合

可是我 怎么就舍不得

舍不得你 又和你结不了婚

又好想好想多陪你走一程

一想到你未来余生 陪你的是别人

你怎知我的心脏有多疼

舍不得你 又和你结不了婚

有一种遗憾 它名字叫作我们

你短暂来过一阵 却困了我一生

或许换个时间 我们真的有可能

曾经以为 爱会是永久的

后来才懂人都是会变的

其实我比你更早 知道我们不适合

可是我 怎么就舍不得

舍不得你 又和你结不了婚

又好想好想 多陪你走一程

一想到你未来余生 陪你的是别人

你怎知我的心脏有多疼

舍不得你 又和你结不了婚

有一种遗憾 它名字叫作我们

你短暂来过一阵 却困了我一生

或许换个时间 我们真的有可能

 What should I do, then you will be willing to talk?

Please give me a chance for me to explain myself...

How long are you going to avoid me...

🥲

心好痛。真的好痛。

装什么难过。🙄

别装了。

看了恶心。

真的能哄好 ，我还会来找你。

找了你，你确只会把我推向另一边。

我真够傻的。

期待什么呢。明知道你是这样的，我还陷了进去。

只能怪我傻。。。

我太笨。

。

。

。

忘掉他吧。事实证明，你对他不重要。😅 不要痴心妄想了。

 有点狠心了。

我真是傻。真的太傻了。我这么把自己搞到这样。人家也好像那么管你啊！说放就放。我输了，彻底的输了。我过于认真了。我玩不起，就不应该去碰！现在我两边不到岸！真是绝了！😒

就让我一个人掉眼泪吧。

越想越生气！😒🙄

还对他抱有什么期待？！渣男！

 我真是傻了。

 想，可是不敢。

也不知道你是这么想的。

怕只是我一念的想法。

 No one to share. So I come here...

Day 4 of being ignored. 🫠

How long will this continue?

Weird is I can't cry anymore...

I am still curious if there is text from that side. 

Yet, I don't wish this family to break up.

I should totally focus on the #s0hfamily...

Will you still forgive me?

Is really just playfulness and curiosity.

Nothing more than that.

Let me just talk to myself here...

If not I don't know who to share to anymore.

我该死我活该。。。

The grass isn’t always greener on the other side, an important lesson I’ve learnt the hard way.

 Omg. I am really a joke. 

Because of one person, I ruined the trust my husband had in me! 

我太傻了吧！ 🥲

Really stupid to the max. If only time can be rewinded. I will never let this happen anymore. Who can love and treat me like my husband did. 🥹

真的不会珍惜。。。

 I am so stupid for giving up such a great life that I already have. Having someone who supported me and the family through my past 10 years plus life. I can never thank him enough. I knew it's wrong, yet I still do it. Don't understand what I am thinking. Although sometimes your temper really stress me up. But the things you have done for me and the boys. I really appreciate it. You settle the kids before I am home, despite work already giving you so much stress. I am truly sorry about this whole thing.

I don't even seems that important to him. Why would I break my family because of this stupid person.

Sometimes I really feels like I want to end everything here and just leave. Will someone just take my life away?

There is many things I always kept to myself where I have no where to vent it out and telling myself, tomorrow is a new day. Everything will be fine by then. 

The impulsive, curiosity and impatient of me will lead me to many trouble in life. I will have to work on these things then life will start getting better.

Breath~

Please don't ignore me forever. I love you. 🥲