<body> //screamo but never emo; <body>
Foolish act.
Tuesday 29 September 2009

Ciyue did the foolish things!
Regret!
Stupid!
But i learn from my mistake.
Got to do some reflection already.
P/S: We have to learn to stand up when we fall.

Happy Birthday to me.
Monday 28 September 2009

MANY THANKS TO 08 DANG!
Which include the following people:

Angie
Celestine
Christina
Clara
Hui Bing
Kai Lee
Melvin
LOVE YOU ALL! <3

AND OF COURSE MANY THANKS TO PEOPLE WHO HELPED ME TO CELEBRATE MY BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCE TOO.
Which include the following people:

Daven MY DIDI!
Desmond MY GAN GEEEEEEEEEEEE!
Joel
Ting Han
Ting Hwee Brother
Ting Hwee
Yan Chan MY BRAAA![Celebrate hers Bird-Day together too.]
Zhi Teck
I think like that only.

AND AND AND OF COURSE THANKS TO PEOPLE WHO WISH ME HAPPY BIRD-DAY!

OH YA!
NOT FORGETTING TO THANKS DARYL, SHAWN AND CANG ZHAO FOR THAT FUNNY BIRTHDAY SONG. :D

Every couple will always quarrel then born to be even stronger.
So don't anyhow ask for break.
I regretted for making the wrong step.
Please don't be like me so stupid.

Lose.
Sunday 27 September 2009

Decided to come back and post.
Because it have been so long seen i last post...
HAHAAS! But i have nothing much to say.
Erm soooo, BYE! :D

Him:
I give up.
I lose.
I don't know why i have lose but you happy can already.
No point keep thinking.
Later i will end up in IMH only.
Now i wish national exams faster end.
Because i will not be seeing you anymore!
I really don't want to see you anymore.
YOUHURTMEWAYTOOMUCH!ASSHOLE!

I am so sorry.
Saturday 19 September 2009

Won't be posting so much this few days.
I got a lot to say. But don't feel like posting it.
But still leave a tagg me. K? I still will reply you. :D

P/S: Sorry. Forgive me, k? Let us be back friends ok?

Lyrics again x:
Thursday 17 September 2009

笨蛋

很多时候我因为怕受伤
所以就选择先放弃
我更因为我太爱自由
所以明明渴望爱情
却依然不知怎样让别人进入我的世界.
难道,
我不能给你百分百的信心吗?
你知道,我一直有多在乎你.
我珍惜这份安全感,
却担心他的牺牲.
所以每天的感觉还是孤独的.
我还是需要一个人,
一个人想一想.
冰箱结霜咖啡滚烫
煮不好最简单的早餐
我的生活是一团混乱
维持单身感觉茫然
喜不喜欢习不习惯
我总是说不出个答案
一个人来又一个人往
怎么让他流连忘返
我不想当笨蛋
我在墙上写满渴望
我可以大哭一场
房间还是空空荡荡
我绝对不逞强
该属于我任其自然
可是我也要安全感
在某个适当程度的主张
纵然是了解眼光也是温暖
这段日子你真的过的好吗?
没有你的早晨,
加了糖的咖啡,也是苦的.
当时我尊重你的要求,
所以我离开.
但,这段日子你不开心,
所以我就回来了.
也许,
我连自己要什么我也不知道.
我一个人,游游荡荡.
自由久了,也没有了目标.
梦里醒来,
发现墙上已经不自觉
写满了你的名字.
单身,是茫然.
恋爱,也彷徨.
我明白,
所以我用时间去证明了这颗心.
不会因为你曾经的放弃而改变.
每个早上都想赖床
没有梦是最让人沮丧
我的眼睛盯着天花板
也跑不出任何对象
我不想当笨蛋
我在墙上写满渴望
我可以大哭一场
房间还是空空荡荡
我绝对不逞强
该属于我任其自然
可是我也要安全感
在某个适当程度的主张
纵然是了解眼光也是温暖
难道我真的是个笨蛋?
一直错过已经在身边的幸福.
我们只是用时间找到了
我们需要什么.
时间,让我们认识了自己,
也肯定了对方.
因为你,
让我知道真正的幸福是什么

Lets the lyrics do the talking today again X;
Tuesday 15 September 2009

你的承诺

乌云遮蔽了天空

窗外又是阴雨时候
伞下的恋人中
不再有你我手牵手
一切过了太久
我们的十字路口
下一站是谁在等候
你我的方向盘却向着
相反的彼岸
终点还是分开
告别你我离开之后
这回忆可以保留
当初那美好的感动
你说你记住了
不为彼此难过
过各自的生活
oh baby~
你答应我的我都记得
但是你却忘了你的承诺
不是说好彼此都不再联络
谁都别再犯错
是我的固执让你难过
但是分手却也无法选择
我走了以后
你要好好生活
不要想我也别再哭了

够爱

woo ho yeah yeah yeah

(我穿梭金星木星水星火星土星土星
追寻你时间滴滴答滴答答滴声音)
(我穿梭金星木星水星火星土星土星
追寻你时间滴滴答滴答答滴声音)
指头还残留你为我擦的指甲油没想透
你好像说过你和我会不会有以后
世界一直一直变地球不停的转动
在你的时空我从未退缩懦弱
当我靠在你耳朵只想轻轻对你说
我的温柔只想让你都拥有
*我的爱只能够让你一个人独自拥有
我的灵和魂魄不停守候在你心门口
我的殇和眼泪化为乌有为你而流
藏在无边无际小小宇宙爱你的我
听见了吗?我为你唱的这首歌~
是为了证明,我为了你存在的意义~
世界一直一直变地球不停的转动
在你的时空我从未退缩懦弱
当我靠在你耳朵只想轻轻对你说
我的温柔只想让你都拥有
*我的爱只能够让你一个人独自拥有
我的灵和魂魄不停守候在你心门口
我的殇和眼泪化为乌有为你而流
藏在无边无际小小宇宙爱你的我
爱你的我不能停止脉搏为了爱你奋斗
就请你让我说出口
*我的爱只能够让你一个人独自拥有
我的灵和魂魄不停守候在你心门口
我的殇和眼泪化为乌有为你而流
藏在无边无际小小宇宙爱你的我
yeah 爱你的我 yeah
(我穿梭金星木星水星火星土星土星
追寻你时间滴滴答滴答答滴声音)
(我穿梭金星木星水星火星土星土星
追寻你时间滴滴答滴答答滴声音)

I keep bluffing myself just for that few seconds happiness.
What's the point?
After all, i still hurt deep inside...
I don't know how you can forget everything so fast.
I just don't know how you did it.
I really regret walking the wrong step.
Nothing i can do now.
ITRIEDMYVERYBESTALREADY!
2years ago, i fell.
I can't forget him till you came.
But now you left.
And this time, i fell more badly.
And after you left me, the days start going very slowly.
Is getting slower and slower...
Why the time is always going so slow when i want it to go faster?
And when i want it to go slower, it go faster....
I am trying to make myself busy in order to forget you.
Even though life without you made me felt insecure but i still have to go on with my life.

No point looking back.
This story teaches me not to love/trust someone too much.

Let the lyrics do the talking
Monday 14 September 2009

Try

All I know

Is everything is not as it's sold
but the more I grow the less I know
And I have lived so many lives
Though I'm not old
And the more I see, the less I grow

The fewer the seeds the more I sow

Then I see you standing there
Wanting more from me
And all I can do is try

Then I see you standing there
Wanting more from me
And all I can do is try

I wish I hadn't seen all of the realness
And all the real people are really not real at all
The more I learn the more I cry
As I say goodbye to the way of life
I thought I had designed for me

Then I see you standing there
Wanting more from me

And all I can do is try
Then I see you standing there
I'm all I'll ever be
But all I can do is try
Try

All of the moments that already passed
We'll try to go back and make them last
All of the things we want each other to be
We never will be
And that's wonderful, and that's life
And that's you, baby
This is me, baby
And we are, we are, we are, we are
Free
In our love
We are free in our love

I stay in love


Oh baby

Baby, I stay in love with you


Dying inside 'cause I can't stand it
Make or break up
Can't take this madness

We don't even really know why
All I know is baby
I try and try so hard

To keep our love alive


If you don't know me at this point
Then I highly doubt you ever will
I really need you to give me
That unconditional love I used to feel
It's a mistake if we just erase it
From our hearts and minds and I know


[Chorus:]
We said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over

You're really gone
It's killing me
'cause there ain't nothing
That I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you
And I keep on telling myself
That you'll come back around
And I try to front like "Oh well"
Each time you let me down
See I can't get over you now
No matter what I do
But baby, baby
I stay in love with you


Na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na

Baby, I stay in love with you


It cuts so deep
It hurts down to my soul
My friends tell me
I ain't the same no more
We still need each other
When we stumble and fall
How we gonna act
Like what we had
Ain't nothin' at all now


Hey, what I wanna do is
Ride shotgun next to you
With the top down like we used to
Hit the block

Proud in the SUV
We both know our heart is breaking
Can we learn from our mistakes
I can't last one moment alone
Now go I know


[Chorus x2]


I stay in love
Love
Oh, I stay in love.


祝我生日快乐


我知道伤心不能改变什么

那么~让我诚实一点
诚实~难免有不能控制的宣泄
只有关上了门 不必理谁
一个人坐在空荡包厢里面
手机~让它休息一夜
难~想切歌 切掉回忆的画面
眼泪不能流过十二点
生日快乐~
我对自己说
蜡烛点了 寂寞亮了
生日快乐 泪也溶了
我要谢谢 你给的你拿走的一切
还爱你~带一点恨
还要时间 才能平衡
热恋伤痕 画面重生
祝我生日~快乐


一个人坐在空荡包厢里面
手机~让它休息一夜
难~想切歌 切掉回忆的画面
眼泪不能流过十二点
生日快乐~
我对自己说
蜡烛点了 寂寞亮了
生日快乐 泪也溶了
我要谢谢 你给的你拿走的一切
还爱你~带一点恨
还要时间 才能平衡
热恋伤痕 画面重生
祝我生日~快乐
还爱你~带一点恨
还要时间 才能平衡
热恋伤痕 画面重生
祝我生日~快乐


A little love


Greatness as you

smallest as me
You show me
what is deep as sea


A little love,
little kiss
A litlle hug
little gift
all of little something
these are our memories


You make me cry
make me smile
make me feel that love is true
You always stand by my side
I don't want to say goodbye


You make me cry
make me smile
make me feel
the joy of love
oh kissing you
Thank you for all the love
you always give to me
oh I love you


Greatness as you
smallest as me
You show me
what is deep as sea


A little love,
little kiss
A litlle hug,
little gift

all of little something
these are our memories


You make me cry
make me smile
make me feel that love is true
You always stand by my side
I don't want to say goodbye


You make me cry
make me smile
make me feel
the joy of love
oh kissing you
Thank you for all the love
you always give to me
oh I love you


Yes I do,

I always do

Make me cry
make me smile
make me feel that love is true

you always stand by my side
I don't want to say goodbye


You make me cry
make me smile
make me feel
the joy of love
oh kissing you
Thank you for all the love
you always give to me
oh I love you

To be with you,

oh I love you

The one who said we are still friends, is you.
The one who said we are still gans, is also you.
But do you treat me as your friend/gans?
You made me so confuse.
I only know that everything has ended.
I try to save it but you don't seems too.
What else can i do?
I TRIED!
And i am sick of it too!
Sometimes i feel that you are just making me go round and round.
Just want you to know that I STILL LOVE YOU! ♥
And can't leave without you.
Life without you really feels weird.

Game Over

Game Over!

Hai....
Still can't let it go.
Is easy to say but hard to let go.
Why am i so stupid?
Sigh...
Do i still stand a chance?
P/S: But now most important is still national exams!  So lets put everything behind first.

Miss.
Wednesday 9 September 2009

I miss those days.....
Hanging out with friends from SJAB.
Training hard and playing hard together.... D;

This few days i found out that my life is changing.
But not change to the better.
Is the worst.
Why is it like that?
I want go back to the past!
D;
Why is it changing so much?
Is way too much untill i really don't know what to do.
Anyone can help?
I am really scared.
I really miss the past a lot.
Can time be turn back?
P/S: If one step have been made wrongly, there is no turning back. So think before taking the next step.

Start all over again.
Tuesday 8 September 2009

Deleted all my post. Except the 'What is love?' post.
I delete all my post because i want to start all over again.
And the reason why i never delete the 'What is love?' post because i think that is a wonderful story.
And i have learn from the story.
:D

Exams! Got to study and score well. ^^V

What is love?
Wednesday 2 September 2009

The story of the potato fields:



Once upon a time, a student asked his teacher, 'what is love?'.

The teacher told the student to go to the four potato fields outside their class and bring back the one biggest potato he sees.

He went out and saw a rather big potato in the first field.

He thought to himself, 'there must be biggest ones ahead.'

So he went to the second field and found out that the potatoes were slightly smaller than the ones in the first field.

He thought he should try his luck on the third potato field.

To his disappointment, the potatoes in the third field were half the size of potatoes of the second field.

He went on to the fourth and last field, the potatoes were not even half the size of the third field.

In the end, he went back to his teacher, claiming that he did not took the potato from the first field thinking that there will be bigger and better ones in the next three fields.

The teacher said, 'this is love.' When he/she comes, he/she is meant to stay and love you as long as the time allows him/her to. If you keep on thinking there are better ones when you already had him/her, you would miss the opportunity of loving him/her for the rest of life.

True love comes by a few times in life, we should seize the opportunity when it comes, because you never know whether it will come again...

P.S. Never feel afraid to love, but be afraid that you can't love again.

Credit by terence.



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