我真是傻了。

 想，可是不敢。

也不知道你是这么想的。

怕只是我一念的想法。

 No one to share. So I come here...

Day 4 of being ignored. 🫠

How long will this continue?

Weird is I can't cry anymore...

I am still curious if there is text from that side. 

Yet, I don't wish this family to break up.

I should totally focus on the #s0hfamily...

Will you still forgive me?

Is really just playfulness and curiosity.

Nothing more than that.

Let me just talk to myself here...

If not I don't know who to share to anymore.

我该死我活该。。。

The grass isn’t always greener on the other side, an important lesson I’ve learnt the hard way.

 Omg. I am really a joke. 

Because of one person, I ruined the trust my husband had in me! 

我太傻了吧！ 🥲

Really stupid to the max. If only time can be rewinded. I will never let this happen anymore. Who can love and treat me like my husband did. 🥹

真的不会珍惜。。。

 I am so stupid for giving up such a great life that I already have. Having someone who supported me and the family through my past 10 years plus life. I can never thank him enough. I knew it's wrong, yet I still do it. Don't understand what I am thinking. Although sometimes your temper really stress me up. But the things you have done for me and the boys. I really appreciate it. You settle the kids before I am home, despite work already giving you so much stress. I am truly sorry about this whole thing.

I don't even seems that important to him. Why would I break my family because of this stupid person.

Sometimes I really feels like I want to end everything here and just leave. Will someone just take my life away?

There is many things I always kept to myself where I have no where to vent it out and telling myself, tomorrow is a new day. Everything will be fine by then. 

The impulsive, curiosity and impatient of me will lead me to many trouble in life. I will have to work on these things then life will start getting better.

Breath~

Please don't ignore me forever. I love you. 🥲

 Stupid kid attitude! 小孩子气!!!!