LoL! YouTube Music, are you doing this on purpose? 🤨 Recently, the songs you've been playing—those titles and lyrics—way too on point! 🤦🏻‍♀️ Are you reading my mind or what?

1. 先说爱的人为什么先离开

2. 你是我得不到又放不下的人

3. 我的爱是垃圾 - 

我的爱是垃圾 让你下意识逃避

我开始陷入自我怀疑

还不死心堆积 你已读不回的消息

像是质问自己

我的爱是垃圾 被你冷静的处理

你知道我已无法抽离

把我情绪当做拿捏 无聊把戏

我的爱是 垃圾 你下意识 逃避

再找不到爱过的痕迹

狠话那么彻底 你不留一丝的余地

想要将我丢弃

我的爱是 垃圾 被你冷静 处理

只剩形同虚设的关系

在这场爱里 独角戏 是我自己

4. 有一种遗憾叫我们

5. 最痛的不是分开那一刻

6. 还爱着你 （the lyrics also on point. 😒)

Oh! But finally found a song that makes me feels better!

7. 我的世界可以没有你 -

直到朋友不经意问起我们

才突然发现只剩我一个人

那个曾对我无微不至陪伴我的人

怎么最终还是有缘无分

总天真幻想我们还有可能

是我在爱情里太争强好胜

每次在伤口愈合时分 总越陷越深

只是从前的我不敢承认

后来我终于明白我的世界可以没有你

原来天不会塌生活要继续

曾经最深刻的记忆

时间都教会我忘记

再听到你名字也不会去逃避

后来我终于明白我也只是错过你而已

不必再为了你被困在原地

总会有不同的风景

出现在我的世界里

以后再遇见你 也可以笑着说没关系

总天真幻想我们还有可能

是我在爱情里太争强好胜

每次在伤口愈合时分 总越陷越深

只是从前的我不敢承认

后来我终于明白我的世界可以没有你

原来天不会塌生活要继续

曾经最深刻的记忆

时间都教会我忘记

再听到你名字也不会去逃避

后来我终于明白我也只是错过你而已

不必再为了你被困在原地

总会有不同的风景

出现在我的世界里

以后再遇见你 也可以笑着说。。。

没关系

😊

I didn’t expect just one familiar statement to move me to tears.

I didn’t realise it still affected me this deeply.

Maybe it’s time to stop. Stop overthinking, stop showing up, stop trying to be present where I no longer need to be.

Ha. I don’t even know why I’m drawn to you when we’re clearly worlds apart. It’s kind of ridiculous, honestly.

I guess I was naive to fall so hard for you, to believe in something lasting forever when we were never on the same page.

LOL.

 后来才发现, 并不是所有的喜欢都会有结果,终 究要明白,遇见已经就是很难得了, 学会释怀, 是一辈子的必修课!

感谢你曾来过。

Yes… I’ll still think of you. Still miss you.

And maybe, deep down, I’ll always wonder, 

if one day, you might turn back and look for me.

I really did try to hold on.

But it seems that you didn’t want to be held.

So, no regrets.

Because I gave it everything I had.

Every part of me that could care, did.

It’s time I let go now.

I’ll leave it here, gently~

with a little sadness,

but no bitterness.

No regrets.

Even if it's all in the past, thank you for being here once.

Wishing you all the best, always. ✨

「感情说不清，她越道越不明白。」

有些爱，靠得再近，心里还是零距离地思念；

距离拉得再远，思念也从不缺席。

我们像悬挂在两端的天平，最稳定的支点是思念本身。

“不停下零距离的思念。”

一句情歌，一声叹息，都是说不完的我们。❤️

Feelings can’t be explained — the more you try, the less you understand.

Some love stays right next to you,

yet your heart still longs for it with zero distance in between.

No matter how far apart we drift,

this longing never takes a day off.

We’re like a balance scale hanging on both ends —

the steadiest point between us is longing itself.

“Never stop this zero-distance longing.”

One love song, one sigh —

all are parts of our story that can’t be fully told. ❤️

I want to say thank you — not because I expect you to forgive me now, but because you deserve to know how much I truly see what you’ve done for our family, our home, and for me.

When we first got together, I know you struggled with your temper. Sometimes I felt small or scared to speak up, so I buried things instead of talking to you. But after we got married, you changed so much. You worked so hard to be calmer, more patient, and I do see it and I’m thankful for it.

But I didn’t fix the old part of me that still felt empty or scared to open up fully. Instead of facing that honestly with you, I made the worst choice — I looked for comfort and attention somewhere else.

I also need to admit this clearly: I got too engrossed in the secret game of it all. The attention, the private talks, the feeling that I was wanted — I let myself enjoy it when I should have stopped. I kept feeding it until I lost control of my own boundaries.

There is no excuse for this. It was my weakness and my choice. I betrayed the trust you gave me, trust you worked so hard to build as you grew into a better man for our family.

Thank you for being a good husband — for providing for us, for working hard, for taking care of our home and family, and for supporting me throughout the years, even when I didn’t always see it or say thank you.

I am deeply sorry for breaking what you trusted me with. I know I have to earn back what I broke, and that will take time and your choice, not mine.

I just want you to know: I see you, I appreciate you, and I am here — ready to do better, no matter how long it takes.

I love you. And I hope one day, when you’re ready, you can forgive me.

 I know now that I let myself be fed to you — piece by piece — because I wanted to feel wanted.

I thought your attention made me special. I see now it only made me smaller inside.

You could say goodbye so easily because you never really held my heart with care.

And that’s not my shame anymore — that’s just the truth.

I release you.

I don’t need to check if you still care, because your care was never enough.

I don’t need you to see me, because I am learning to see myself.

Thank you for ending it — because I couldn’t. Now I will.

Goodbye. I am done feeding myself to emptiness.

You don’t get another piece of me.

I keep myself for me now — and for what truly matters.

可是心里还是会痛。。。

4R

哈。I guess he has moved on... 🤣 我真的傻了再会一直想！🤦🏻‍♀️